General Chitter Chatter

Oh it may also interest you to know, when I typed short into the translator it came up with short dry sherry....clearly knows me too well!! Lol!

Fausthandschuhe!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Stille über die Faushandschuhe.
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Nie!!!!

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Guten Abend Freunde
Nah...wie gehts euch? xxx

Hey Roz!

I'm ok thanks, you??

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Hey Joolio
Yeah I'm alright Just saw that Shorty was spouting german so I thought I'd join in!

How was your day? xxx

Glad all's good with you! I had a bit of a go (about two words) at german.....not sure about it!! lol!

My day was pretty good thanks, yours?

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Lol german's pretty cool It's fun to spout it in front of your friends...when they don't speak it

Glad your day was goood

Uhhh mine was alright. About as averagely depressing as any day when I have psychology first period can be :/ haha xxx

Hey guys,
Sorry, had a bit of a shock so I'm going to nom and straight to bed, much love to you all!
Hope you've all had lovely days and will catch up tomorow
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First period? Ooh dear! At least it got it out of the way I guess? Is she still not talking to you? xxxx

Freya wrote:Hey guys,
Sorry, had a bit of a shock so I'm going to nom and straight to bed, much love to you all!
Hope you've all had lovely days and will catch up tomorow
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Ok my love, hope you're ok, defo chat 2moro

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Yeah I suppose :/
No, still not talking to me. Still not really acknowledging my existance... I'm not even joking, whenever we pass each other in the corridor, she stops talking to whoever she's walking with, and looks at me as she goes past. Look on her face isn't half guilty, but she's not doing anything about it?!?!?!!
Arghhh....

Ooh, she really could be handling this a lot better!! She's certainly not making it easy for you! Probably the thing to do would be to try and ignore her when you can
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I know, I do my best, honest! Try to ignore, at the same time as looking for signs that she's thinking about me... haha!
In her defence, I did dump this on her very very suddenly, I suppose, if she's never had anything like this happen to her before, that it's a fairly big thing to get your head around, and she probs doesn't really know what to do either.

Yeah I see what you mean, this is a big thing for her, but she could have made it a bit eaiser for you!!

Bless ya! You seem to be coping with this pretty well considering your head and heart must be all over the place!

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Agree with you there. Head and heart all over the place.
I try to think with my head though. It makes the most sense and usually doesn't lead me into anything too tragic.
I'm not even going to talk about my heart. All I can say is that it's currently in a state of repair.

Well you seem to be doing a pretty good job, so just keep doing what you're doing?

And repair is good

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It's hard to explain. It's like when I see her my heart starts beating really heavily and like, feels like its jumping. and my head just goes "no roz, stop it." and shuts my heart back down. Happens everytime I see her and not gonna lie, I don't know how much more I can take before I just shut down completely :/

Jeeez...sorry for the offload! I'm trying to stay positive!

Just keep trying to listen to your head I know it's hard but with time will probably get better. Staying positive is the best thing to do, and remember you're only 17

No probs at all! Talking is often one of the best things to sort out problems!!

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I know, only 17
Thanks Jools, you're a bit amazing, you know that?

In my head, I've set myself a date. If I havn't made any progress by our 18th birthday, then that's it. I'm giving up. It would have been a 6 month crush by then, and she'd have known for 2 and a half months. Time for her to figure it out..time for me to get brave, or not.
13th December...that's my deadline. After that then I'm gonna give up trying. She's someone else's after that.

Well I may have heard that somewhere before lol, thanks!

That sounds like a really good idea and I'm sure you've got the will power to stick to it!

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In theory I have the willpower!
If nothing's happened by then. But I'm kinda hoping I make some progress before then. Like she starts talking to me in public, or wants to see me outside of college.
That's be nice xxx

Yeah, sure that would be great

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I am not liking this xx